As a teenager, John George would tie a black bin liner around his waist and run for miles in west Belfast. It is one of Courtney Georgeâs earliest memories of her brother, a former all-Ireland champion boxer, six years her elder.
âI was a child and used to think: âWhat is he doing?â Heâd stand in the kitchen, sellotape the bag round him, and would have went out and ran round the whole of Twinbrook. The water that used to be in this bag from him sweating,â she says, smiling, referring to the Belfast estate where he grew up.
âThatâs the way he was coming up to fights, he was so dedicated.â
Medals and trophies won by John more than 20 years ago surrounded his closed coffin since Tuesday, when his remains were brought home. His funeral took place in Belfast on Saturday.
The 37-year-oldâs disappearance while on holiday in Spain before Christmas sparked a high-profile search operation that dominated news headlines in Northern Ireland for weeks.
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His family travelled to Alicante, where he was last seen, with dozens of other relatives and friends to join the hunt, while a search and rescue team from the North arrived there with specialist dogs on New Yearâs Day.
Saturation coverage of the case on social media led to misinformation and conspiracy theories linking him to the Russian mafia and the Kinahan cartel.
False information claiming sightings on Tiki beach in Benidorm was even shared with the family.
âMy mummy [Sharon] was living on that hope. I knew it was lies,â says Courtney.
âShe hoped he was in prison over there or even in hospital. But if our John was in prison, I knew he would still phone.â
Spanish detectives discovered the father of twoâs body in Rojales, a small town near Alicante, on January 7th, three weeks after his family first reported him as a missing person when he failed to board a flight home.
An autopsy report showed he had been stabbed and then shot.
Three separate arrest warrants have been issued for the suspected killer, who is believed to have fled the area, while a 32-year-old man from the Czech Republic appeared in court in January on suspicion of the murder, which he denied.
Interpol and the PSNI are assisting Spanish authorities with their investigation.
Johnâs father, Billy, was the last member of the family to speak to him, on December 14th.
From the outset, the Georges were open about the deceased manâs past and disclosed that he went to prison in his late teens, where he became addicted to prescription drugs.
Wearing T-shirts emblazoned with Johnâs face, they repeatedly issued pleas for information on his whereabouts as they scoured rural areas in Spain for weeks.
Family solicitor Kevin Winters says the public became âinvestedâ in the case; hundreds of people attended a vigil in west Belfast after Johnâs body was found.
âThere was no attempt by the family to present John as an angel and beyond reproach or that he was a beacon of virtue,â he adds.
âThe family owned it and they kept putting it forward that they wouldnât want other families to go through what theyâre going through â the sheer horror of a son going off the radar â and I think that struck a chord with people.â
Iâll never forget it. It was a brilliant day and we were so proud of him. He got up and did a speech and thanked his counsellors for helping him. He looked amazing. We thought weâd got John back
â Â Courtney George
Courtney dismissed all rumours linking her brother to gangland criminality.
âJohn was never in any gangs,â she says.
âHe did some stupid stuff and I was the first to tell him off but he was not a bad person.
Speaking in advance of his wake on Saturday, she said the family would âhave all his trophies and his medals out so people can see his achievements over the years â he was so talentedâ.
The eldest of four, including brother Darren and sister Caitlin, John grew up in Twinbrook, a large housing estate built during the Troubles on the outskirts of west Belfast, and went to St Colmâs school.
The Saints boxing club, next to his school, was where he flourished under veteran coach, the late Harry Cunningham. In a 2002 interview Cunningham predicted the young teenager would progress to âsenior gloryâ.
Future world champion Carl Frampton was among those he defeated.
âHe was a boxer and I was a dancer; we supported each other in our sports,â says Courtney.
âPeople wanted to push Johnâs buttons too as a teenager; when youâre a boxer, you canât use your skills outside the club. John would have been picked on, in a sense, to see how far people could push him. But he never retaliated. His focus was the boxing.â
She recalls the evening in his late teens that changed the course of her brotherâs life.
âI can remember looking out the window and he was talking to my daddy. He told him he was going to go out for a drive with these people and said he wouldnât be late â because he was never late.
âAnd that was it. One night ruined his whole life.â
John was sentenced to five years for his first offence.
âBecause John couldnât do his training â and had never spent a night away from home â he couldnât sleep and began taking sleeping tablets in prison,â she says.
âHe became addicted to prescription drugs. When youâre in that system, youâre meeting other people and he thought some of these people were great for helping him do his time in there.â
Over the next decade he returned to prison for âpettyâ crimes, adds Courtney.
âEvery time he came out, I would tell him that he needed to cut ties to stop him going back into the system. But thatâs when things spiralled.â
She says he was desperate to change and remembers the day he graduated from a drug-free course in prison.
âIâll never forget it â we all went up as a family day out. It was a brilliant day and we were so proud of him. He got up and did a speech and thanked his counsellors for helping him. He looked amazing. We thought weâd got John back.
âAnd then when he got out, he would have been brilliant for about two months and then he would have relapsed. It was always prescription drugs; he knew he had to change.â
The last time the siblings saw each other was at a relativeâs funeral in late November. John told his sister he was thinking of travelling to Spain for a holiday but assured her he would be âback in time for Christmasâ for his children.
âDuring Covid, people started getting into the dog breeding and he ended up falling in with a crowd through the dogs. In Johnâs mind, it was a legitimate business. He was going to Spain to see people he had met through that.â
She spoke to him on December 9th but knew that he was in daily contact with their father, with whom he spoke or WhatsApped âfour to five times a dayâ.
âAlarm bellsâ went off when there was no contact for four days and the family reported him as missing person on December 18th.
Weâre a strong family but yesterday [when we got John home] Iâve never seen my mummy cry the way she cried
â Â Courtney George
âI knew he was dead,â says CourtneyâI will never forget that feeling; the world for me stood still but everybody else was continuing on. I felt the walls closing in.â
The mother of two travelled to Spain after Christmas to join the search. Before going, she contacted the K9 Search and Rescue NI, a charity chaired by Joanne Dorrian, whose sister, Lisa Dorrian, disappeared in north Down 20 years ago and has never been found.
Eight voluntary technicians and two dogs were sent by the charity after a fundraising campaign raised more than £20,000 (â¬24,000).
Since returning home last month â father Billy pledged he would not leave Spain until his sonâs body was recovered â the familyâs focus was on getting Johnâs body home while continuing to seek justice and track down his killer.
Johnâs remains were brought back to Northern Ireland in mid-January by the Kevin Bell Repatriation Trust, a charity which helps bring home bodies of those who have died abroad in sudden or tragic circumstances.
For Courtney, her grief is turning to anger.
âWeâre a strong family but yesterday [when we got John home] Iâve never seen my mummy cry the way she cried,â she says.
âNot only have they murdered her son, but itâs a closed coffin. We wanted … a lock of his hair; we could get nothing. My mum originally wanted to get him cremated [but] because itâs a murder investigation, we have to bury him. Theyâve taken every single right away that a mother should have.
âI still donât believe itâs John, that closure will never be there. Itâs a living nightmare.â